THERE IS NO GOD

I JUST FOUND OUT MY COUSIN IS IN HER FINAL MOMENTS... SHE FOUGHT CANCER FOR A LONG TIME AND IT SEEMS AS SHE LOST.. IM CRYING AS I TYPE.. GOD IS NOT REAL HE DOENST EXIST BECAUSE IF HE DID HE WOULD NOT DO THIS BUT THERE IS NO GOD.. SHE DIDNT DESERVE THIS SUFFERING... I TOLD MYSELF THAT IF SHE DOES  PASS THEN IM GOING WITH HER.....................................................