Thursday, January 12, 2012 dead

the past 2 weeks sleep has been difficult.. every night i have a specific dream and its always the same thing i shoot myself in the face and i live and do it again and again and its feeling more realistic... i took some pills to calm down so i sort of relapsed.. its not helping its making it worse because im in a bigger sleep and im afraid.... i think my dreams is telling me that im not supposed to be here anymore, like i never felt the same when i overdosed and flatlined and the doctors brought me back i felt as if i dont belong anymore maybe im crazy idk but im scared that im going through the same road as before...

Kevin's dead

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